“This [KataKuKa] is a fool's dream.” - Ruwido S. Ngantung

[Jun 15th, 06:04] Another Dark Night of The Soul!

No. It's not just a mere bad mood stroke. It's a total eclipse of the heart.

Why is this happening?

Just after everything became so clear?

All inspirations and excitements vanished. Swallowed by the darkness. Where did I go wrong? Where did this darkness come from?

How can this darkness be so strong? Even prayer and meditation drag me down deeper into it.

The gravity of it takes away every single ray of hope. I fell from the great light of grace to the darkest pit of ego-sentric negativity in a single instance.

I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore. There’s nothing that I know I can do to get rid of it.

Pray. Have faith. Pray.

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